a whole lot of sh*t!

hye guys, its been a rough n tough week. was quite bussy with thing at school, its starting to get a whole lot like a military camp now. exams is just around the corner so its just like trial paper from here and there & i'm just getting sick looking at it, i think the next time i do a paper i'm going to throw up!!! well, its just school.. its going to be over soon which is sad(awww.. tears!) i dont like to be indipendant and all, i like to live like a kid forever! i'll get whatever i want, just ask n cry for it(haha..) but still its true, living as a kid is pretty easy there areno tax paying, figuring out how to manage your f*king bills and ect. i dont want it to end now but still life goes on and i have to move forward with it(no doubt about that!).

other than that i think i'm going to buy a new dress(hopefully). i saw this cute dress, and i think i'm going to wear it for the "Arts & Heritage" club's annual dinner next month. well its a whole month away, i might change my mind though. i think i'll be performing(yikes!!!)maybe solo or with some of my friends.. so look out if langkawi is floded, it might be our fault! ;p

other than that, i've recently heard that Megan Fox is banned on the net??? what's that all about? i dont think its a smart move, she didnt do anything wrong! she's just a star who is totally adored by millions n zillions of people from all around the world. i think they should think it over, its just a small matter and its been bombing around like its such a crisis..

well i think thats about it my fellow sweethearts..

Yours sincere,

Ave The Strange.

wah!! at last!!

akhirny..

i'm writing again, its been like, what? 2 months or so?? i'm getting blog sick.. :)) i miss wrinting, sometimes i think i'm going to take up english composition so i could become an author. but then i dont think Malaysian like to read, well there r some who do like to read "like me" but its not enough market to get your life up & going. so i'm just doing what i wanted, that is performing arts. people are taking notice of art now and i am very glad they are. people who are art blind are people with no heart, they dont know how to appreciate good stuff.

other than that, i'm quiete happy with my life now. i'm going to have my SPM exams in like 2-3 more moths and my stomach get all wierd like somethings wrong with it when its really fine. i dont think i'm ready to have this exam that will change the corse of wy life. god i wish they never created this bloody exam. but still just got to go with what u have.

i'm happy to say that my private life is very "okey"(i guess??) but still the school stuff gets me cranky from time to time. but after finishing the twilight saga novels i felt better. i think i learnt something good from it, everytime we go through hardship there will always be a good thing at the end of it.. like when a mother gets pregnent she goes through hardship, she has to carry her baby for 9 months and takes the risk to die when giving birth(a really rare thing to happen in this high-tech time) but still she goes through it and gets a miracle at the end, a beautiful & wonderful child. so i think my hardship now will give me a miracle at the end. no matter what religion you are, it still gives this kind of moral value(right?) never give up what you do, & something good will come from your hardwork.

well, i think i've written a long blog?? but still, i feel a great reliefe after writing this..
if your bored or have ideas send it to me.. i'm starting to write lyrics to now, so want a song written? give me your thoughts..(that sounded wierd) :))

Yours Truly,

Ave The Strange.