i'll kiss my own lips

hye guys, its been a while since i wrote. been bz with life, i am now officially working(gah!! shocker!) but the salary sucks though. it isnt worth the god damn hard job i'm doing there. i need to find a better job soon. but oh well, just a thought. SPM results will be coming out this march(i think?) and i think depression era would come soon. enough about boring old life, lets talk,talk,talk about the good times.

one of the fun things about work is the people you work along with. some of the part timers in December was awesome, and others well just okey i guess(no hard feelings kay?) and now problems start cropping out when the part timers resigned and the new comers started. but the problem wasnt caused by the freshmen, it was one of the leaders who had issues to be settled with us. shes so damn bossy and think shes the queen or something, and the worst part of this lady is that she likes to trick us into believing shes a great person when she sneaks behind your back and start stealing some of your sales(one of the ways we get extra cash at work). she pissed me off bad time when i lost about 1000$, its just a matter of time she gets the taste of her own medicine. were taking this issue straight to the boss of course and want this to be settled fast. i hate these type of stuff and would like to avoid it as much as possible, but when this came to me like a punch in the face theres no other way to settle it unless it was a punch back!

so thats about it, works that much stressful. other than that i dont have any other issues to date. and one more thing just to set things straight. everything that is on my myspace,facebook,blogger and youtube page is done by myself and was not coppied anywhere. if you find anyone with the same things that i have that must be a copycat. and i am single blokes but like i said in my myspace page i am not available. some bookings have been made, and i'm taken by the heart but not by the title "YET". ;p

yours truly,

ave the strange
xoxo

Another Love Story?

hahax.. dont worry just another stupid title. didnt know what title to put up. So SPM ended, for me it was on the 10th of december but still it ended right? its sad that my school years really have ended. its the only time to have real fun in life(as a kid). Dont know when i'm gonna have the same friendship,fun,hyper,joyful and unforgetable times. anyhow just wish me luck so i can get into a university or something, i wanna take up directing so hopefully i get it. i dont wanna do anything that isnt in my interest.

i have a question to you guys, how do you know if you like a person as just liking or if you really love em? its really confusing isnt it? been through this alot, made a wrong choice before and i dont want to go through it again. regret is a very stressful feeling. i really wanna be in love like in the movies(fantasy again), finding your one and true love and soulmate then live happily ever after. but of course thats a fairytale, but still i want to have my own soulmate a person that can make me happy and make me feel better when i'm sad. sometimes i'm scared that he is right there in front of me but i never notice, loosing something that precious will make me regret till death. well, thats enough love talk. i guess you guys have your own idea of how love is like and stuff.

so enough of mushy stuff, lets talk up music and stuff. lately lots of bands been adding me up, they come from all parts of the world(us,uk,germany,finland and lots more). you can check em out on my friend page on myspace, some of em play acoustic,screamo,punk-ish,emo,raggae and all sorts so if you could give a second and check em out i'm sure they'll love it. and they love to write to so you can comment with the band mates well thats about it i'll write up when i'm bored and have free time. so till next time heres ave signing out!!

Love and Kisses,

Ave The Strange.

SPM will end soon!!!

hey guys!! its been awhile since i wrote, bz with my exams as usual, but its going to end on the 10th and i'm god damn relived!! and a few days ago i got my hair cut(and i felt sad cuz alot of it was cut off it uesd to be so long). well its all for the good so my hair would seem healthier and in a more certain style than it used to be. other than that i've got news to those who are in KL and in the US. next year i'll be heading to KL(January) and will be staying for some months(have a lil work there) so maybe we could hang out! if i know u of course but it'll be great to meet new people too. and next year i'll be heading to the US(not certain which part) for my cousins wedding(YEY!!!)

i dont really have much to say other than those stuff. i'll be posting up a video later on. i know i've said it a lot of times but i dont really have the time to record and stuff, so cross our fingers hopefully i can post it up in time this time, so till next time.And oh, comment on how u hate or like my hair(i need ur honest opinions)

Love You!!

Ave The Strange.